What a gift it is to shatter, and be shattered in return.
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Thoughts from Piscataway, New Jersey
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Thank you to everyone who has suffered for me, bled for me, wept for me, swallowed me, made me laugh; you have pushed me to my edges as much as I have pushed you to yours.
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“My mother....would have been so good at this” and other musings about our parents.
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“Being queer…informs my politics, it informs my fashion, it informs the sex that I have, it informs my gender. It really feels like a bloodline.”
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My romance wears the sheepish skin of violence, but always in pursuit of love
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How sticky and sweet a secret is, enveloping its keepers in a cushy interiority and slicking both parties in a fine film of knowing.
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True beauty is haunting. It is not simply that which is seen. It is an experience, varying in volume from a sweet and gentle tenderness to a distortion that shakes you to your core.
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Roleplaying creates an entire universe in which I am God and my play partner is human, but we are equally co-collaborators of this constructed cosmos.
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This past tour to California was an absolute dream
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“I felt like I had created a digital self so precise that it detached from me and gained its own autonomy, a sort of Pygmalion miracle if Pygmalion had crafted his sculpture after his own image.”
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This year has been an absolute delight, full of hedonistic pleasure and challenging firsts. Reaching my birthday has given me another opportunity to reflect on what I’ve accomplished, as well as set intentions for the coming year.
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“While my mouth is open, he gets lost among my teeth, sliding down my throat, not being able to escape my mouth.” In her podcast, Why Are People Into That? Tina Horn helps me articulate how cannibalism flips consumption inside out.
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“The fact that they are happily and joyfully paying for my time shows how much they respect me and care for me and my reality as a human being, not just me as a fantasy object.”
Can you be truly altruistic as a submissive? How does one authentically play as a professional?
“Your ability to show up for other people is dependent upon your ability to show up for yourself … I’ve given people everything, because doing that was so much easier putting the work in for myself, and facing and confronting the things that I needed to confront for me.”
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“The passage of My birthday offers Me the perfect opportunity to reflect on the BDSM-related accomplishments of this last year, and to set intentions for the following year.”
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