I am back in NYC and hungrier than ever.
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“My mother....would have been so good at this” and other musings about our parents.
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Have you been fantasizing about trembling in fear before me?
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“I have to be willing and ready to step up to those relationships and to be prepared to receive them. That whole experience of receiving and allowing is something that is really difficult to learn and so crucial. That's sacred.”
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My romance wears the sheepish skin of violence, but always in pursuit of love
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This past tour to California was an absolute dream
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“I felt like I had created a digital self so precise that it detached from me and gained its own autonomy, a sort of Pygmalion miracle if Pygmalion had crafted his sculpture after his own image.”
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While finishing up the last of school and graduating from my Masters’ program, I dove headfirst into organizing and preparing for the following events.
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“The fact that they are happily and joyfully paying for my time shows how much they respect me and care for me and my reality as a human being, not just me as a fantasy object.”
Can you be truly altruistic as a submissive? How does one authentically play as a professional?
“Your ability to show up for other people is dependent upon your ability to show up for yourself … I’ve given people everything, because doing that was so much easier putting the work in for myself, and facing and confronting the things that I needed to confront for me.”
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“The passage of My birthday offers Me the perfect opportunity to reflect on the BDSM-related accomplishments of this last year, and to set intentions for the following year.”
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What is tribute? It is an homage to the past, purchasing an hour of decorated time, of proximity to a body that housed at one point a unique moment of conception of an idea; how do you translate degradation physically, lyrically, or visually in a way that’s never been done before?
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